My life is a nightmare.

When I was seven years old, I trusted all the sweet words everyone told me. But I've learned that words are like bullets and now I've placed a trampoline inside my heart because the words would jump out and exit.

When I was seven years old, I was scared of monsters when they inhabitated my dreams, and my mom said, "Honey, that was a nightmare". But now I'm a monster myself, and I've noticed that monsters surround me and I don't have to close my eyes to experience a nightmare.

When I was seven years old, I was scared of strangers. My mom said, "Be careful, strangers are dangerous". But I've learned that strangers could be better friends than the people that surround me.

When I was seven years old, I was scared of boys because they had cooties. But now I'm scared of boys because they intoxicate you with lies, and sadness.

When I was seven years old, I trusted the words, "I love you". But now I don't trust them because people seem to not know the definition of those three syllables. I've learned to keep those words quarantined inside my heart than instead of carrying them on my fingertips.

When I was seven years old, I lived in a fairytale but now I've learned that fairytales are fiction, and nightmares are not.

To my true bestfriend.

There's been so many times, where I've needed you as my friend. No matter what the reason is you be there till the end. Every time I need to talk or I'm sad and feeling blue, you understand, your honest and you'll give your point of view. You always put me first if I need you to be there, I appreciate you doing this. It shows how much you really care. Your unconditional friendship showed me the person I am inside, and just to be myself is something I never have to hide. If you ever need anything, anytime day or night, I promise I will be there to try and make it right. Cause I hope I can do for you all the things you've done for me, cause a true friend is what you forever will always be. Thank you for being there, through every laugh, through every tear. You helped me not to be scared about the things that I feared. Thank you for the love that you have shown, when you knew I would have blown. You are an important person in my life, you've helped me deal with my strife. From time to time you always listened, and when you did so your eyes always glistened. You never put me down, and you always knew how to turn me frown upsidedown. Thank you for being there, and letting me be who I want to be. "Friendship means listening and not asking questions. Friendship means lending your shoulder for someone to cry on. Friendship means being comfortable around each other in silence. Friendship means being able to tell each other anything and understanding without questions. Friendship means being honest with each other no matter what the cost. Friendship means forgiving each other no matter what you have done. Friendship means you & me." This is the way I look at you, my friend, my soulmate. & I love you.

True friends can be count only by fingers:
Emerra Zaitul
Aishah Shuhadah
Ivyna Rava
Eleanor Neysa
the others too.